Zekeriya Guser – Captivated conductor of my very own extraordinary journey.

Simple, sometimes you feel like you need to talk to someone but you can never be sure about the right “someone”. You think of people but then you create reasons to yourself not to call them. Then next stage is to talk to yourself which usually ends up with arguments. So finally you decide to write on your blog.

Whats the outcome? Probably nothing really but it just sooths you down some how, calms you down. Even though you will know that 3 and a half weeks later you will read those lines and think to yourself about yourself “What an idiot” still you go for it and write the most ridiculous lines on the world-wide web where potentially the whole world can see. But this never occurs to you as this is a problem, at least not till after you believe the regarded lines have been written by an “idiot”, but hey who gives a s*hit 🙂

You would know damn well that so much happening around you, personal life, family, your country even. Feels like all falling apart but most importantly they all are actually falling apart and you just write words after words without looking for them to make any sense whatsoever. Because for a brief moment it all freezes to fall apart like someone pressed the pause button because you are writing. And you start to think just as you put the final dot at the end of the last sentence you will write it all will carry on falling which secretly makes you keep going on writing. It’s a silly feeling like as you keep writing some magical power will keep it all safe. That’s why all these writing are damn long cause you think to keep writing is a way to let it all happen a moment later.

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